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Two days after the season finale—the night before I was set to leave for St. Croix—I got a text from my sister Kim around 10 p.m.

Mom is in ER with cardiac issues. She’s doing ok. Call me as I’m here and awake ;)

All iPhones should disable the use of emoticons in texts containing the words “cardiac” and “ER.” I called my sister right away to confirm that everything was in fact okay (and express my displeasure with her liberal use of the winky face), and she reassured me that Mom was indeed fine. Earlier that night my mom complained of shortness of breath, and when Kim took her blood pressure (my sister used to be a physical therapist and had a cuff lying around the house) it was high enough to merit a trip to the emergency room. Thankfully, all the tests for heart issues—enzymes, EKG, echocardiogram, stress test—came back negative, and when I got my mom on the line she implored me to go to the islands as planned. But I didn’t feel right jetting off to the Caribbean with my mom in the hospital, and so I postponed the trip to visit her in the hospital outside Philadelphia. We spent Saturday afternoon together watching playoff basketball—just like old times, but on a grainy television with the sound playing through a bedside remote control. If anyone was going to have a heart attack at the end of the season, odds are it would have been me, I joked. The doctors reassured me that everything was okay, and so I kissed my mom goodbye and left for St. Croix the next morning.

For the next four days I let the memories of the season drift away in the balmy island air. I had booked the trip with the miles I accumulated over the course of the year with the notion of taking a few days to reflect on the 82-game journey—fruit of the poisonous tree, as it were—but I had nothing left for introspection. I could only forget. I stayed in a small cottage on the east end of the island next to a small kite surfing shop. During the days I snorkeled in the turquoise shallows, alone with the sound of my breath, and at night I fell asleep to the sound of the waves lapping against the rocky shores of the beach.

On the last day I decided that I couldn’t come to St. Croix without looking for Clyde. I drove around Green Cay, an “estate” (the island is divided into a patchwork of these miniature counties) where some quick Googling seemed to point to the location of his offseason home. I didn’t have an address, and I passed a lot of oceanfront properties with rambling gardens of red and pink azaleas, any of which could have belonged to the man known to the locals as Walt. I drove some of the streets in the neighborhood, looking for a man in a t-shirt driving a beat-up truck, and finally headed back to the main road toward the airport.

In the crowded one-room terminal, I checked the weather in New York. Forty-five degrees. The last remnants of the winter season.

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